#debsaristories #desividesi saree and crop top Never have i been so excited about growing older, so much so that I countdown every day. This 40 is definitely doing some tantra mantra on me. By now half the world I know and the rest of the world they know know my age. 🤣🤣🤣 colleagues (the Male ones had this, oh! Is she sharing her age publicly expression), gymwale, all usual departmental stores I visit, neighbors, and their world knows it. I share with them my goals or things to do I have in mind this year Oh no! My intention isn't celebrations or gifts. Least of my excitement now. But something motivates me to take a pause and do a check in with myself, because more than half of life's marathon is completed. I don't remember this enthusiasm before my 10th bday, or 20th and 30th bday. Those came and left. Perhaps its because I am around from a long time and feel I am antique, gyani now. Like.. forty years down the line someone sees my pic from today and then someone else says "sorry madam ajkal aise piece market mein available hi nahin hai.. yeh to chalees saal purana maal hai.. abhi aisa karigari nahi milta" Perhaps because I turned out to be ok after all, because all of us took time and effort to be what we are today. Maybe because I feel so young at heart, I am laughing at this number to say "tu pagal hai, I don't feel 40". Or because a lot of us don't fit into typical stereotypes that the age number brings with. In over excitement, I had committed not to buy new sarees. Ye, I splurged last year and bought few collectible ones too and stacked them like priced possessions with no intent of draping them anytime soon. But omg, it ain't easy at all to resist any amazing six yards. Its like addiction and getting away from it is tough. I told family though: I am open to receiving saree as gift, that's not a problem with my resolution. Immediately comes patideb response- this year my goal is not to gift saree to anyone. 😡🤬🤬🤬 he knew to be on mute rest of the day. Oh btw patideb is taking me places these days. Don't run far into imagination. He found this app that does the job of switching background pretty good, so any vacation I have in mind he uses that as background with my saree pic in forefront. And then says "anyway your matlab is not about visiting places and learning, your main motto is a saree pic, so here you go. I can even take you to moon this way!" 🤬🤬🤬 So yea! I am on moon today as you could see!